GMH. I found this website recently: givesmehope.com Check it out.

I feel really cruddy about not responding to each of your comments - I just, I didn't sleep well last night at all, and I want to head to bed early, and I have too much homework. Just know that I read every single one of them, and loved every single one of them, as I love every single one of you. When I'm at my worst, I count on you guys, because unlike some friends irl, you guys never forget about me, and you guys always know just what to say. You make me smile and believe in myself. It's the most beautiful thing.

It was a mixture of girly hormones/time of month, a shocking inside-look on the psychology of teenage boys, a tiny lie someone told me that caused me to fall apart, and perhaps, a little overreaction, on my part. It's been a really tough day until I walked with my boyfriend and talked things over.

We yelled a little, got blown around by the ridiculous wind, got very sad, but eventually, like always, got back up, kissed and made up, and of course, things are okay again. But you guys gave me the courage and strength I needed...

Thank you, guys, for being there. It means everything.

_{Dr. Cox:
Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care. 'Cause I do.. believe in it. Bottom line - couples that are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time, if it's right. And if they're real lucky, one of them will say something.}

And he means everything. Because every time I want to give up and throw the wonderful relationship we have away, he clings to it, rebuilds it. He shakes me back into reality, hugs me close, even when I'm crying and yelling and being unbelievably selfish and furious. I never knew I'd ever find someone like him.

Love's a fabulous thing. ;D